Mixed Feeling

An ex colleague called me earlier about her wedding invitation next week. She was asking if she should put me to sit with you. I told her I am fine. Until she mentioned about the banker...

Actually, yes I think I know about her long ago. But you deny so many a times. Now I know I have made a right choice to step out of your life. You never loved me, I was more like someone whom you used to clean your shit, to vent your anger on. Now I am glad I moved on and found someone else who loves me and appreciates me. Yes, I do not understand why someone is willing to take upon this role to care and love me after what you have done for me. Thats alot of damage control you know. Yet he is willing to nurture me from my dying state and making me bloom and grow again.

Steven Loh... I just want to tell you that... Thank you for letting me know that in my darkest, swayest days, I was with you. Thank you for cheating behind my back. Thank you for turning violent on me. Thank you for robbing my little self confidence left.

All because,

Now, I know how to love more... I know how to give... I know how to share.... I know how to accept love...

So happy to have met you baby :D

Mixed Feeling

An ex colleague called me earlier about her wedding invitation next week. She was asking if she should put me to sit with you. I told her I am fine. Until she mentioned about the banker...

Actually, yes I think I know about her long ago. But you deny so many a times. Now I know I have made a right choice to step out of your life. You never loved me, I was more like someone whom you used to clean your shit, to vent your anger on. Now I am glad I moved on and found someone else who loves me and appreciates me. Yes, I do not understand why someone is willing to take upon this role to care and love me after what you have done for me. Thats alot of damage control you know. Yet he is willing to nurture me from my dying state and making me bloom and grow again.

Steven Loh... I just want to tell you that... Thank you for letting me know that in my darkest, swayest days, I was with you. Thank you for cheating behind my back. Thank you for turning violent on me. Thank you for robbing my little self confidence left.

All because,

Now, I know how to love more... I know how to give... I know how to share.... I know how to accept love...

So happy to have met you baby :D